Since I started to write this blog last year, my life has had so many twists and changes that most people have that many occasions in their whole life. Sometimes I feel dizzy for all these changes, turns, dead ends, devastating set backs and happy moments. Life is not dull, I must admit 😀

My original idea for the blog was to show about life in countryside of Eastern Finland, how i’m renovating this almost 100 year old house and creating an organic farm and garden. To analyze and test some products and services, and promote the ones that I liked. How to learn about technical things, and what kind of things you may face with old houses in a cold environment and how to enjoy your crafts. But little did I know what there was waiting for me. So much bigger plans and new things to learn.

Those who don’t know me yet, I can tell shortly about my background. I’m a divorced mother of 4 children, I’ve lived on this farm for almost 30 years now, and I’ve been so stressed and occupied with my life that I didn’t have much strength to find a relationship, to get somebody to share my life with. For couple of years there was a relationship with a man that I thought to become more serious, but no, it turned into a situationship. So I walked out of that trap, because I needed more. I have been on this course about finding love to my life (it is one of Mindvalley programs) and last spring I got into the level where I opened my eyes and heart. And after 2 weeks of that meditation and self inspection where I finally admitted that there are certain things that I want to have in a relationship and in that special person, I met a person like that. He has all those characteristics that I labeled and even few more. So, should I say that I manifested love to come to me?

Now I’m in a situation, where I need to rethink about my future once again and thoroughly. What do I want from my life and where do I want to live. You see, I do love summer in here, despite of all those millions of mosquitos, but the winter is the one that is trying to break me. I love the sunshine and warmth, and both of them are absent in these regions in winter time. I have also been so keen on travelling and meeting new people, but here I am, stuck alone in the middle of wilderness. It’s so clear that there will be more changes coming in the future, and I’m actually very excited about it. Only change is permanent, and this rock was made for rolling.

If you wonder what I’ve been doing while I haven’t posted anything on here, here are some glimpses of what I’ve done:

• Learning about videos and photos
• Learning about editing footages
• Creating ebooks (2 available in Amazon so far)
• Creating content for online courses (dogs, gardening, life coaching)
• Surviving extremely cold weather (-37 C at worst)
• Branding & promoting an African artist

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Just hold on your hat, because the ride will be fast and exciting 😀

With love

Joana