It’s been a long time since my last post, and it’s simply because my life has been full of changes. For example my children have moved out to study in another town and now I have the whole house for myself. It means that I can choose a new room to sleep in on every day if i want to. But of course I don’t do that, I love my bed and it’s too difficult to move around. But yes, there’s more space for me and my things.

I could say that most of these changes started 6 months ago, when I started opening up my heart to changes. I knew in advance that many things will be in a different way before the year 2024 is here with us, but I had no idea, that basicly everything would change. I have done maintenance work, and I know that it’s not a good type of work for a long time. It’s too consuming to body and health, with pretty high risk of accidents. That’s why I started to look for possibilities to earn money and living from the knowledge and skills that I have gained throughout the years of huzz and buzz. I have never been too interested in becoming rich and money has been like something evil that I need to settle with.

Based on hours of self-diagnoses and meditations I realized that all these possibilities have been there all the time, but I never got support to really fulfill those dreams. Everything was kind of started but not finished, and my self-esteem got bad hits because I thought that there was something wrong with me. That I wasn’t good enough to proceed and experience the success, but the truth was different. I noticed that my energy was consumed by my surroundings and the reason I couldn’t see it was because I had learned that I need to do things for others so that I would get some love back. Really typical case of wounded soul, in need of healing, I would say.

For few weeks now, I’ve been posting simple pictures of roses with inspirational sentences on TikTok, and that gave me an idea to make it into a journal version. Now it is sent to Amazon KDP and it should be available next Monday, I think. My idea is to make it into a series of books, something that can be used together for creating a brighter and more successful life. This first journal will be the first step on the way of creating better quality of life for so many. I’m using my own experiences and troubles and turning them into a positive lessons that would help so many others in the same situation. Here is my “baby” that I’m so proud of:

With love

Joana